Shaping up!

With 5 chapters complete, the book is comnig along just fine. It sucks that I still am unable to make all characters appear in the chapters, but, thats how the book has to be, and thats how it will end up to be...I am unhappy with the delay in completion of chapter 6,7,8 and 9, which should have been completed a week ago, but with exams looming in and the failure to perform in them, increasing by the day...Its tough days ahead...But fly I must and One day I will fly away....

p.s - Being dad's birthday today..he turns 68! phew! I'm thinking of taking him out for dinner, never done that before in the last 20 years, ok fine 25 years! I am today...Hope it goes well...What do I talk about? hmmm!

Poems shifted.

Most of the poems, I had put up on this blog are now in my new blog www.thepoetrybook.blogspot.com This blog will be used for all my other crap!
Happy bloggin!

Missing you like crazy!

Sittin on the porch, its raining...
I cant escape the rain
I cant escape this pain!
and I'm missing you like crazy...

Babes, I love you
still do,
and im still crying,
and I'm missing you like crazy....

little drops hitting the window pane..
I'm goin insane...
sitting alone in solitude
and I'm missing you like crazy....

The thunders' crashin down...
I'm losing my mind
tryin to erase memories...
and I'm missing you like crazy....

And all the people, they feel ashamed...
everyday is another today...
Its just the months that change....
and I'm missing you like crazy...

Footprints in the sands of time...

When someone we love leaves us, we tell them we will be waitin forever...and I realised God was tellin me the same...

Me to her:::
Oh, how I dreamt that one day you will possess me,
How beautiful will you look when I ask for your hand,
As we walk, holding hands the ring will be shining,
Glistening, in the sun as we walk thro' the sand.

But the beach seems empty
I don't see anyone besides me?
Why do I not see your footprints in the sand?
Maybe you are gone but was I not worthy of your hand?

Be happy wherever you are, but if someone ever hurt you
During such times of despair, I will always carry you...

God to me:::
Remember when you were walking along the beach
What you gave her, is what I always preach
Love someone for what they are, not what you want them to be
I'm showin her the light, but for that she has to open her eye

And everytime you saw your footprint in the sand
and there was only one pair, she had already taken her stand
This is life and everything here happens for good
I'm proud of you, and I know you did all you could...

But when you needed me the most, dont think i left you
During such times of despair it was then that I carried you

The Paintin...

A simple dream of being forever yours...
We spending time, every day a few hours...
beautiful kids, we'd have two...
Me holding one kid, and the other with you...

Their evenings would be in the garden swingin'
Holdin hands in the garden we'd be walkin;
Sittin alone in the garden, I get such memoirs
Smilin, wishing these kids could have been ours!

But should I hate whats been done...
When the damage can never come undone...
Hatred cannot end hatred, love alone can
Just be happy girl, and this from an also ran...

Maybe one day you will know of my role..
I've set a target, and you are my goal!
The heaviness of being so much in love with you
Has been replaced by the lightness of startin all over again

I see our future being painted in a future not so far...
But If not me I'll still be happy wherever you are...

A question to all of you!

There was this boy and there was this girl;
And they loved each other just like anyone else.
And the captain would call her every single day;
Be it london, new york, India or norway.

And when he reached base, they still spoke to each other;
In his industry there were a lot of girls but he loved her like no other.
Somehow she started missing him as he was always away...
And one day called it off much to his dismay...

And he looked back at the times he went over to meet her;
It was for a day or two but even then he couldnt be with her.
He took her along to people and places instead of just being together;
And though he didnt realise it, she felt their love go weaker...

And when it hit him hard, he wanted to cut himself to pieces;
And he wanted the plane he was carrying to crash and burn him to ashes.
But he was scared to do so and cried himself to tears;
And if she didnt come back he would be lonely for years...

He knows he made a mistake but everyone gets a second chance;
Anything that can make her look back and give me another glance.
He loves her like crazy and thats his question to you...
What does he do? should he wait or regret this forever and bid her adieu...

A Tear in my pillow.

I'm starin at the ceiling and its late in the night,
Wishing you'll come back, but that seems nowhere in sight.
I'm tossing and turning and im dreamin of you
I dreamt you'd be back, and how i wish dreams come true.

I wake up to find me alone and a tear starts to roll
I'm weeping quietly with the pillow that I hold

Every single day I pray for you, my love.
The first time i saw you, i felt you were an angel from above.
And I prayed to god " Oh please make her my bride to be"
Fate decided otherwise and I cried " why did it have to be me"

And still I wake up alone with a tear in my pillow.
Wondering If I should call you just to say Hello.

Thinkin about you all the time, sometimes messes up my head
And I fall asleep, not sad but dreaming of you instead...
And this is what happens to me every single night.
I pray that you are beside me and switch on the light.

But all i see is a tear in my pillow.
All I see is a tear in my pillow...